Hello, everyone. It’s been about a month again.
The 2016 summer vacation is going to be over in just 2 days. Although I have done fairly a lot of stuff during this vacation, I don’t really have a feeling of accomplishment. However, it doesn’t necessarily mean that there hasn’t been anything that’s worth noting. It is just that I didn’t make many tangible stuff such as some design works.
Through the experience of job hunting, I think I have spent an enough duration of time and felt so-called, peer pressure, to be fully a Japanese again, by which I mean I am a regular Japanese who hasn’t not yet exposed to any other worlds other than Japan. I don’t think that being Japanese isn’t bad at all. They are acknowledged as one of the nicest people by most of the countries. Nonetheless, I don’t think that it’s not me; all the characteristics of myself cannot give a full play with just one single identity. I cannot easily comply with common sense and social conformity.
A couple weeks ago, I took part in a volunteer camping program organized by a NPO organization called, KATARIBA. The NPO has been holding a successive tutoring sessions in my hometown since the massive earthquakes hit there. The tutoring sessions are mainly held in the areas where the damage by the earthquake was enormous. Many of the junior high school students to whom I talked there have lost their houses due to the natural disaster, and they still go to school from nearby temporary shelters maintained by local governments. The camping program I joined was also organized by KATARIBA; they cooperated with the principle of one of the middle schools that they work with and decided to have this program as an extend of their volunteering. The aim of this program was to give some joyful time and inspirations to those students who have experienced the difficulties because of the earthquake by incorporating one of Katariba’s main enterprises into the study session that they have been holding.
On the first day of the camping, I got to a chance to have a presentation about my life in front of a group of students, and it was one of the KATARIBA’s original programs that they usually do for high school students in order to have them consider their lives by listening to stories from their seniors. It’s been a quite while since the last time I gave a presentation in front of people, so I was a little bit nervous to do it. Although I tried to design my stories in a way that attracts the students and gives them an inspirations to think for their future, I am not really sure how much they could absorb and learn from me.
However, there was a very interesting thing happened to me after spending 2 days with them. It was not them who have learned a lot and thought of their future from me, but it was me who have really experienced and learned many things from them. Those students with whom I spent time have diverse opinions, personalities, preferences, and dreams. Since I was the only one among the staffs who have an experience of studying abroad and can speak English, they asked me questions like, “Do you think it would be impossible for me to start studying cooking in France right after I graduate from middle school?” I said to them that. “No, it is absolutely possible for you to accomplish your goal as long as you work hard.” The answer I gave them was the very phrase I always say to myself.
It was a little sad that most of the students who personally told me their stories and dreams started their questions with “Would it be impossible?” Because this implies that they don’t believe what kind of possibilities they have with their life; it is too early for them to give up on what they want to realize.
I know that I feel the same sometimes. I am afraid that I cannot fully realize and enjoy what I want, but I think it is ok to feel that way. That pressure gives me a strong motivation to work and learn harder in order to break the wall ahead of me. I believe that people can become better and better as long as they think they can.
The fist step to an ultimate goal would be a very small step; however, the accumulation of those small steps can take you thousands miles away from where you are currently.
I began teaching students in Kumamoto as a volunteer so that I could help them and my lovable hometown, but the truth was that they helped me to rethink who I am and what I want to be. I hope that the time I spent with those teenagers was able to give them some sort of realistic images of what they can actually be if they work hard enough. Although I am still just a student, I should have been able to do that.
In closing, I would like to thank the staff members whom I have met through KATARIBA for offering me this amazing opportunity. I don’t know how far I can go, but never stop trying.